I try to step into every relationship with an open mind, but never fully let my guard down. In a way that’s contradicting starting a relationships with the benifit of the doubt yet not giving your all from fear of being that “broken hearted girl”. I’d admit It feels better when you haven’t given one person every aspect of you, before it goes bad.

     But with birth we were blessed with senses and people can feel when you are not fully there with them, and who’s to say that if you ended up giving your all it wouldn’t have lasted longer and been more real. People want to see Real Love but aren’t willing to give it out. 

     How can one find Love if they never take chances. Love is patient, Love is Kind but Love shouldn’t have to sneak around or put up a fight with your guards, sometimes you gotta let Love in, and hope it finds you.

and  just like change, everything always seems to add up in the end.

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You can only look ahead so far to discover something you’ve seen all your life.

I’ve been longing for your touch I want you all to myself

nothing should interrupt…except the fact that this is all a bit surreal

but you could never understand how this makes me feel

when we are apart I sit here wondering if

you can feel me wanting you

running frequent commercials through my head

of what I wanted you to do ,

trying to imagine that you were near

never made my emotions more clear… having episodes where

you would grab me and tell me how much you missed me

and I would get weak and laugh every time you kissed me

because your facial hair would tickle my lip

Or maybe it was

how you touched my back

or pressed upon my  hips

idk but none of this helps

and sometimes my fantasy overwhelms my time

cause these days you’ve been harder and harder to find

and the memories been steadily haunting my mind

it’s kinda like I’m starving

but I’m only wanting you

its crazy what you do to me

I need to be released

like the ancient Goddess Psyche

my mind seeks closure.

the feeling is amazing to stop and stare at something others found impossible..to think far beyond the surface

I’ve reached my destination while I’m still on my journey…to know that what I wanted in life is exactly what Is.

I’m doing what I love and people love what I do…to find a passion that makes you thrive

I’m now apart of a bigger picture…to have given something valuable to the world

knowing dreams come true and I never stopped dreaming…

to wipe away tears knowing that there’s no more room for struggle

Looking back at first i stood alone before the majority…to live and not be afraid of being an individual

half of the people in the world are followers but who’s willing to lead?

to Create your dreams and make it reality.

things break apart while others come

together as a whole

like the mystery of the mind

“whenever something is being accomplished

it is also in some way being undone”

It’s like I’ve come to the point in my life where

it’s easy to let go.

In a sense this can be a bad thing

reflecting a feeling of abandonment

Still I am one to

feed off  the strength

of its shadows

but I ask myself why? Why am I holding on

if what I’m holding on to isn’t willing

to do the same for me?

I don’t know. but I’d rather love whats loving me.

Thriving on fulfilling moments

instead of inadequate arguments of yesterday

that  left  me sitting in a shallow

pool of love with a fake smile

peeking through

a veil of pain

Tears in my eyes. Taking in with me a whole bunch of nothing

yet my eyes only see the light

You see I’m not the stubborn type

I’d rather turn around and make it right.

For  the silence of an idiot only plays one part

I’d rather not be left alone completely to drown

in self pity and become something  like you

we all have problems

but when the music dies and you’re

standing there out of the comfort zone, exposed

wondering who will lend a helping hand

you have to face the music.

There is always a way to be honest without being brutal…and there is always time to evaporate hostility with meekness.

After Eminem dissed Mariah and Nick on a record titled ” The Warning”, Nick chose to vent, in response on his twitter page  that read:

Quote of the day, ‘Never argue with fools because from a distance people can’t tell who is who.

Never take your own revenge, but rather give place unto the wrath. For it is written vengeance is mine, I will repay… PREACH! ‘I will bless those that bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse.’ Genesis 12:3.”

Be patient in the moment of anger and escape a hundred days of sorrow!

People who project negativity ultimately are crying out for their own broken souls. Trying to save a hater is like trying to teach astrophysics to a wino!

He may be lame but he does indeed…dv have a point.

Entering into Loves dark depths

and its Brilliant heights

I can only Imagine you

Should I dismiss this Feeling

Although I’m quite conscious

of what it could be?

I want to act upon my thoughts

but maybe time will take its toll

or will I be the cause of Destruction

for my future love, that is if this is

Love at all.

Or is it Limmerence?

A feeling of deep thoughts I can’t

pinpoint or depict

coming into the highest points

of my Life I yearn for

Reciprocated love, variety

and an Intimacy different

from my social forms.

Knowing that love is what

keeps the soul in tune with fate

is what keeps me Loving you.

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