Conversation with Exstacy.
Come inside…lock the door
I’ve been longing for your touch I want you all to myself
nothing should interrupt…except the fact that this is all a bit surreal
but you could never understand how this makes me feel
when we are apart I sit here wondering if
you can feel me wanting you
running frequent commercials through my head
of what I wanted you to do ,
trying to imagine that you were near
never made my emotions more clear… having episodes where
you would grab me and tell me how much you missed me
and I would get weak and laugh every time you kissed me
because your facial hair would tickle my lip
Or maybe it was
how you touched my back
or pressed upon my hips
idk but none of this helps
and sometimes my fantasy overwhelms my time
cause these days you’ve been harder and harder to find
and the memories been steadily haunting my mind
it’s kinda like I’m starving
but I’m only wanting you
its crazy what you do to me
I need to be released
like the ancient Goddess Psyche
my mind seeks closure.
